At The Zoo With Monkeys & Giraffes

A whole day-off spent with the Anternette and it was really rewarding for us both, mentally. C:

Headed to the Zoo to meet the rest of the drawing class peeps and we were so late they had to wait for us D: Guilty max! But then again 've no idea why they wanted to wait haha!

Anyway we went around sketching animals..first stop was the Macaws! Made friends with the people working there, and met many people who took pictures of our works/with us along the way!

Ended up with 2 A3 pages of sketches. Was quite disappointed because I initially wanted to dedicate a whole page to the Giraffes but they were not cooperative and we didn't have time ):

I really miss the previous time where I visited the zoo with the boy. I miss how we enjoyed ourselves so much and felt so care-free. Everywhere I went at the zoo today, all I could think of is us.

Sigh, can you hurry come out now? :C

For The First Time

It feels weird not being in school on a Sunday night, not spending time with friends.

It feels lonely, being home on a day without the boy.

I thank God for friends in school because I realize how much they've been accompanying me when Babe's not around.

It feels weird having so much work to do but not doing anything because I don't know where to start or what I can do.

It feels stressful just thinking about them, and that's what I think about when I'm doing nothing.

It feels happy thinking about going to the zoo for drawing class tmrw.

It feels the best, thinking about the end of semester this april, of Babe's POP.

It's finally recess week, but there's so many things to catch up on. I'm already missing him though I was with him just this morning. Just need to hear some comforting words from him...and his arms.

Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling
that we're meeting for the first time ♥

(This song is stuck in my head, ever since Friday night. Hall 1's dance performance was really good!)

Art Therapy.

In need of art therapy-

Just simply drawing things that I love to draw/paint.

Just for the sake of making it look nice and nothing work-related.

Why should we do works that aim to cater to other people, for them to understand?

Why do we have to create art for work?

Feeling like a sponge without juice.

Feeling like a page that's not even blank...just filled with strikes and scribbles.

Boys Hate Army, Girls Hate it More.

Last night I finally got to talk to Babsey on the phone after so long, and it made me realise how much 'm actually missing his presence. In the midst of all the cheer/school hectic-ness, he's always constantly at the back of my mind. Hearing his voice felt so familiar, so comforting and relieving for that moment.

Just now when he called he was talking with a very bad sore throat :C He's been sick for the past three days and he's been telling me how tough the training/punishments are.

And I hold the tears till I hang up everytime.

WE ARE SMURFS ♥

HOOC 2012 has finally come to an end. It was a blast! I'm really proud of Hall 16, because we've been through so much struggles and so many long hours of trainings just to put up such a performance to entertain everyone! We got 9th in place and though many of us very were upset with the judging and all, in the end we concluded that the prize and placing wasn't worth our tears. In fact, it feels so good when we hear our friends or strangers saying how they love our routine and think we deserved better. We are happy to bring joy and be remembered by people, and that beats winning! C:

I really love the team, what a fun bunch of people to be with! And of course our coach who although stressed us out many times, taught us very well!

I absolutely love the feeling when we finally hit our last finale stunt. I couldn't stop shouting screaming and cheering, ASU!!!

Our group stunt scorpion! One of my regrets, because I couldn't pull it properly. :C Felt like I could have done better for the whole routine...ugly toe touch, ugly kick twist, half scorpion.

Our lovely flyers ♥ (Who'd totally understand each other's pains haha)

After many many trainings, we could finally do something we thought was impossible to hit. C:

My awesome bases with cheer faces! Trainings wouldn't be this fun without the 3 of them C: Never fail to cheer me up (and give me bruises that 've never seen before in my life)

"When we smurf it up and FIGHT!" pose!

Clams! Who unenthusiastically agreed to join cheer with me at the start, then in the end enjoyed himself so much and who is now the captain!! (Cuz I voted for him hahaha)

♥ And the girls who made trainings so much more bearable at times when I felt like dying.

Time really flies! I still remember how HOOC felt so far away. And now it's over...it feels weird. I want to continue to cheerlead and become better at it! And I know this is not the end for us, because we'll be back next year STRONGER and BETTER! C:

The Time Has Come

It has been a really long time since 've been at this page, and so many things have been happening in my life..

1. Babsey's finally enlisted into army. Up till now I'm still surviving pretty well without really having the chance to talk much to him since last wednesday...highly because I have been so shagged out with cheer practices. I do not want to think about life after tmrw when there'll be no more trainings..

2. HOOC is tmrw and 'm really excited to put up a good show with the rest of the Xtreme people! I've learnt so much. I still remember how scared I was to go on a shoulder stand during the first training haha!

But on the other hand, I kinda don't want this to end because I feel like 'm already getting used to this kind of life in school. Practice at 7pm, Supper till late, waking late for lessons and feeling like a zombie in school, skipping lectures to take afternoon naps. Being around these people really makes me happy. It makes me feel so alive, and I don't want this to end.

Our routine song is on replay and I love how cute our routine is. C: I know we can do this tmrw!

♥