^"4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7


What exactly is love?

Love is letting things go his way even if it bothers you so much, because it makes him happy.
To a point where your emotions & insecurities becomes burdensome to both, love, is hiding your negative emotions because you don't want to start a fight. It is learning to accept things that don't go your way, it is letting go & feeling peaceful even if he ever leaves one day.

But when you're just so tired from hiding all these under your pillow, all you want to do is to let your mind wander off to a place far away and leave everything else behind. Everything. All those emotions all those ridiculous thoughts all those assumptions all those doubts all those insecurities.