Back to School!

Summer break is over in the blink of an eye & it's the first day of school today. ):

Moving in back to hall gave me major school blues yet again. But having awesome friends with me in hall made it a lot better. (: They give me a sense of comfort whenever i feel homesick.

Had my first illustration class today. It was a little bit inspiring, but i felt it wasn't enough to set me back on track. Somehow 'm feeling rather unmotivated this semester. Call it lazy, existential crisis, or just sick of pulau NTU.

Maybe it's because staying in hall = being cooped up in school the whole week = no inspiration. Maybe I should leave this place whenever I can to go out and think about what I am doing with my life...

It's only the first day and it feels so long already. Such a sad start to a new semester, but hopefully Type & GD classes will make me a little happier here.

^"4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7


What exactly is love?

Love is letting things go his way even if it bothers you so much, because it makes him happy.
To a point where your emotions & insecurities becomes burdensome to both, love, is hiding your negative emotions because you don't want to start a fight. It is learning to accept things that don't go your way, it is letting go & feeling peaceful even if he ever leaves one day.

But when you're just so tired from hiding all these under your pillow, all you want to do is to let your mind wander off to a place far away and leave everything else behind. Everything. All those emotions all those ridiculous thoughts all those assumptions all those doubts all those insecurities.