Thoughts, negative thoughts keep visiting and re-visiting. It's not that I want to feel this way, and it's not that I always choose to indulge in self-pity. It's just the things that you do and the way that you react caused me to feel such emotions that I don't want to. It invites these thoughts into my mind. I want us to be different, but not different in a bad way.
Guess I just have to find an avenue to clear my thoughts, preferably someone who understands better.
Sometimes I think they all are the same kind. And they'll never learn to treasure until the day they lose.