Mind Block.

Before I start thinking of any ideas for 3D and 4D, or reflecting on the cheer stunts we practiced today, I have to clear my mind off everything for just awhile..

I keep telling myself that all that 'm doing now are the things that I love to do so much, but I don't know why 'm not enjoying myself as I used to...maybe it's the stress that I'm feeling, to want to perfect everything.

I need to loosen up. I need to stop thinking too much, and start feeling.

It's only Monday and I feel like a whinny little girl who wants to go home and fall right back into his arms. My body feels like it's tearing apart...

Anyway on a happier note,

I had an awesome 19th last saturday. (: I love the presents the wishes and most importantly the company! To add on, the class was so sweet today they gave me more food to add to my secret stash hehehe.

I feel like sleeping.

What is Life all about?

Were there times you're so tired of everything, you just wanna

Stop the world for a moment.

and you wonder why we're even striving so hard

for the future.

And you dread everything that's yet to come.

and being judged.

You feel like there's only one place you'd like to be at, in every second of your life that passes. But you don't have a choice cause you're stuck here and

being forced to continue striving on, by yourself.

Well that's how I'm feeling now.

Mattias Adolfsson

Finally had some time to flip through the cute little book of illustrators. (: Life is good!

This guy, is amazing. I wonder where he got all his imagination from. D:

LINK!

One Thing On My To-Do List

Was to run a marathon/mini-marathon at least once before I die. And I did it today. (: Ran the Nike 10K with Annie and we completed it in about 1hr 15min :D And i would totally do it again...