Mind Block.

Before I start thinking of any ideas for 3D and 4D, or reflecting on the cheer stunts we practiced today, I have to clear my mind off everything for just awhile..

I keep telling myself that all that 'm doing now are the things that I love to do so much, but I don't know why 'm not enjoying myself as I used to...maybe it's the stress that I'm feeling, to want to perfect everything.

I need to loosen up. I need to stop thinking too much, and start feeling.

It's only Monday and I feel like a whinny little girl who wants to go home and fall right back into his arms. My body feels like it's tearing apart...

Anyway on a happier note,

I had an awesome 19th last saturday. (: I love the presents the wishes and most importantly the company! To add on, the class was so sweet today they gave me more food to add to my secret stash hehehe.

I feel like sleeping.