Final

'Transience'

(Final FDN multi-figure project)

Acrylic on Canvas

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Growing up is a scary thought, to have more and more responsibilities, to see the ugly side of people/ things, to accept that this is reality. But do not forget that at the end of the day, all these things do not last for good. Soon we'd all be 80 years old, soon we'll all be gone before you even know it---where peace surrounds us.

Your Love Never Fails

Come on Jedidah, 1 more painting, 1 more paper to go and you're done.

Goodnight. (:

You make all things work together for my good ♥

Kiss Me Slowly

The painting of Bogong Village for 2D final landscape is finally done! (: I tried putting it up in my room on the wall and it fits totally. Even the sky is the same colour as my walls! (Not intended hahaha) 've decided that it's going up in my room after 've handed it in and gotten it back :D First work to be hung up i realise, hehe!

Almost 1/3 done with FD final painting (: Loving the colours for the first canvas. This is probably the most daring painting I've done. While some figures are referenced from photos, the rest is mostly imagined... the colours too. I was afraid it would turn out looking amateur, but haha, isn't that bad so far. (to me at least)

I feel Monday blues, just that it's on every Sunday night.

I've been saying this again and again, telling myself that it is the last week I'm gonna go through this stress before the holidays! I'm really, really looking forward to the weekends. Then I'll finally also have time to go for driving lessons and complete them!

I am so excited. (:

Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don't leave me alone
Walk with me
Come and walk with me
To the edge of all we've ever known
I can see you there with the city lights
Forteenth floor pale blue eyes
I can breathe you in
Two shadows standing by the bedroom door
You know I could not want you more
Then I did right then
As our heads leaned in

well I'm not sure what this going to be
But with my eyes clentched all I see
Is the sky line through the window
The moon above you and the streets below
Hold my breath as you're moving in
Taste your lips and feel your skin
When the time comes
Baby don’t run, just kiss me slowly

Invincible

After many months of considering...I've made up my mind on going to animation (: Because I think I'll enjoy it there. I am going to make cute animations!

I'm so tired of paintinggg, i needa break. It's not that 've been spending a very long time painting today, it's just so tiring to get my eyes lost in the midst of the many many many many trees @_@

I love how colourful my landscape painting is. But I don't want to show you leh C:

RUN.

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

I haven't seen you cried like this before, all these time we've been together. Neither have I sobbed like this in a long while. All I wanted to do was to hug you there, and stay that way forever.

Insecurities--my long lost friend came back to visit in the past few days. You were the only one who was able to chase it away for the longest time, and you'll be the only one still.

Just today I realized, how much I can't survive if you really ever leave me one day. You asked why invest in something that's bringing hurt to us every moment. I guess it's so much better to hurt this way, then to have nothing at all.

There comes a time, every now and then, 'd feel like this...

So afraid to be alone, this emptiness kills me. Slowly.

But it's so comforting to know you'd always be here. I pray that forever lasts.

Why did you make me fall so hard for you?

Love is Romanicized

Not pretty enough for you,

And never good enough in anyway.

I'd just lay in here, while the world passes me by.

Right in here where it's safe.

The Escapade

I've said before that I don't like to compare my artworks with others, but why am I feeling the stress and the urge to do so recently? I feel stuck. Art is about the enjoyment and the satisfaction of doing what I love, I need to find back this feeling that got lost along the way.

Sometimes, inevitably, I feel inferior.

At the end of the day, all I needed was a little painting&music therapy.