Bread of Life

Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty."

John 6:35

A part of me..

I've fallen in love with this song and Taeyang's dance and the piano so much I wanna play it now now now. Having school blues I just wna go home and print the sheet and learn to play this song right now. Tomorrow is Tuesday and Tuesdays are hell days. :'C

This is probably the longest 've been away from J without any form of communication. And it's harder than I thought.

...feels empty.

When a Week seem like a Decade

I'm missing that boy so much and he's constantly at the back of my mind. )': Hurray to me for surviving one whole week with only 2 short, rushed calls from him. twwwooo mooorrrreeee wweeeeeeeeeeeksss.

Anyway, stayed at the Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel for a night with the marmite on Friday/Saturday. I don't know if it's just me or do we have A HELL LOT of homework to complete this weekend. Nevertheless it seemed like we were overseas just staying at the hotel, even though I was busy doing my homework there...  ):

 

 We had lunch at this awesome Shanghai restaurant and the xlb and toufu was really really good! We had it at half price C:

I had little Percy pigs to accompany me while working :D

Woke up and headed down to Brio for our buffet lunch with the brothers. :D Satisfying! The best take away IMO was the peach & apple crumble dessert. Yumz~

Went to buy some stuff and I got myself a set of alphabet rubber stamps! C: Now I finally got use for my pretty little box.

I am so drained. Though having a shit load of work does help me to not think about being away from the boy, but I really hope it won't be like this every weekend! This is insane.

Goodnight world.

Lonely Weeks Ahead

Had loads of fun throughout the long weekend. C: Went on a cycling + beach touch outing last saturday with the ruggers and truggers at ECP. I love how we all enjoyed ourselves so much just playing a few hours of beach touch. C: We shall organize more activities when the boy is back hehe!

Yup, the boyfriend's in Taiwan now for training. Gonna be a lonely girl for the next 3 weeks. )': No one's gna be there to help me cope with my school blues since he doesn't have auto-roaming & they don't let him get the card. ): But he called 2 hours ago using his friend's phone to update me, thank God he's all well over there. C:

I can never get a proper nice picture of him because being an ass he always refuses to smile/look at the camera, but I finally caught a candid shot of him smiling while he was talking to me C: I love this shot alot hehe!

Was at ECP for the second time this morning to meet the family for a picnic. My aunt got this cool kite from China, it's like a chain of small kites and looked really pretty in the sky C:

My brother came home with a cat today. I don't usually like cats, but Ari's really pretty! Her eyes are so blue and gorgeous. And she's so cute when she chases the toy mouse thingy haha! My bro says she'll grow really big, like bigger than Peppie O:

Sigh, off to do some work because tmrw is my hell day and 've shit to submit on wednesday )': And there's Boarding Call on wed means we've training tmrw. So stressed sigh.

Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and ust destroy and where thieved break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Matthew 6:19-21

God Has Always Been There

I've been feeling rather troubled and unmotivated lately, because now that we're starting our majors this year, I feel like I'm not as experienced in this area and I feel inferior sometimes.

I love to learn new things, new ideas and skills and strive for improvements. But sometimes it's discouraging when everyone starts off on a different skill level.

This is how I feel, when I depend on my own abilities.

But God is good tonight as He reassures me that when my goal is to honour Him, I can trust my hopes and dreams with Him. Everything be it setback or success, is under His control. I find it so hard to constantly keep this relationship with God because I often stray away with earthly things, but I know that I have to try and reset my goal now because life without Him has been unbearable.

In other news, the boy is leaving for Taiwan this sunday and I'll only get to see him 3 weeks later. :'C I hope he'll be safe in trainings and enjoy his last 3 days there and buy many things for me hahaha! :D On a lighter note, we get to spend this long weekend together cause he's already out from camp. C:

Gonna miss him terribly.

Out of Place

It's so hard to find a place where you feel like you fit in.
It's hard to find friends who'll never leave you to be alone.

School Starts Again

I am extremely upset tonight because nette and I are stuck in our room with a China for some reasons and it's rather annoying. ):

Having some major school blues now especially after having such an awesome weekend with the boy and it suddenly hits me that school is starting again. This is a start to a life with less sleep yet again!

National Day was spent watching BRAVE, picnic-ing at the pool side and KFC party at my aunt's. C:

The boy enjoying his meal hahha

Had cheer prac the next day and was determined on starting to diet until he came home with this at night cuz someone gave him as a birthday gift hahaha! Fail max.

We went down for a swim on Sat to burn some fats. At least it's more fun than jogging :B

Don't know what to expect on the first week of school...all I know is that 'm feeling holiday sick. :C

Back into Comfort Zone

Finally done with my drawing of Taeyeon C:

Hall camp was great, made many new friends and had a lot of fun disturbing the freshies haha! Spent the last 3 days sleeping away and clearing my sleep debt accumulated throughout the camp. 11hr sleeps at night + 2-3hr afternoon naps. :D

It was my first lyrical jazz class with Nette yesterday and it was really fun! Though half the time my moves didn't look right haha. Now my whole body is aching from it.

Can't wait for tmrw, finally get to see the boy after one and a half long weeks. C: And we're gna catch BRAAAAAAAAAAAVE~